I never imagined myself greeting my mum a Happy Mother’s Day when she is no longer with us. I guess, it will certainly take time before I get over missing her. There’s never a day that I don’t think of her. I even dream of her when she wants to grace my dream of her wonderful presence. I just miss her badly. I can’t put into words how much I am missing her. I really, really do.

This Mother’s Day is not easy for me.  Just last year, I sent her a bouquet of violet flowers that she loved. I surprised her with that and it was the first time I did it. And it was also the last.

So now, as I type this post, my thoughts of mum, holding the bouquet I bought her floats in my head. I really hoped she loved it because it took me a long time to choose the perfect flowers to give her to tell her how much I love her.

And tomorrow, it’s Mother’s Day. It is the first time I will spend the special occasion without her. It is not easy but I know, my mum knows how much I love her and how much I am thankful for all that she has done for me and my family.

I love you mum. I really miss you badly. At least in heaven, everyday is Mother’s Day…

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