My emotions have been going up and down, spiralling out of control at times, and I honestly don’t know why I am in this kind of situation. Generally speaking, I am ok in the other aspects of my life. However, there are things that get to me that really hit me in the core.
My family and friends who know me so much will attest to my emotional state right now. I am still reeling from my dear mother and Millie’s demise. I am still raw with sadness and the feeling of defeat. And when you are in that kind of emotional anguish, you cling on to the ones whom you think will be there for you. This is when I remember Millie the most… She would always be there to see me through my bouts of loneliness.
I’ll say no more…
(credit to the owner of this graphic, taken from Pinterest)
2,014 total views, 1 views today
This made me cry sis! When I was younger until 2011 my mom and ai never had a peaceful relationship. My kids and children stood witness to how my mom treated me and physically hurt me. The effect? I do not give her a call unless I needed to say something important. I would not visit unless she needed me to go there. It’s not nice I know especially since I have children of my own. I feel terrible for treatin my mom this way despite the way she has treated me. But you are right I need to enjoy our time and just forgive and forget.
June 7, 2016 at 4:54 amYes sis, we should always have good relationship with our parents. Although it depends on the type of parents we have. I am just fortunate to have loving and supportive parents. And as a mom, I wish and hope that my own daughter will love me the way I have loved my parents.
June 10, 2016 at 1:13 pm